it seems like the cryptospace is changing your life. you need a break. you need a triple serious deliverance to cure your situation. also you need to stay away from the internet. it might help you alot. try sell off your laptops and gadget. you can lend it out for awhile. then try to join any pee group and learn how to socialize. this will help you a lot. you are really far from change.
I agree. Although it is helpful that you're always updated and you know the current trends and whatever changes the market has. I think, there should be balance. Sometimes, when you're too immersed, you lose the right state to judge things objectively and you don't see that some actions may lead to a losing transaction or investment. Like the above-stated response, it's better to have a break, at least, you can distress, and maybe, while you're at it, you can also realize some actions that you took that led to loses, which in turn, you can plan ahead and avoid for future investments. The key is to learn from your mistakes, sometimes, when you are fixated on something, you fail to see that what you're doing is not anymore in your best interest.