I almost fell in depression from all of that. I just cannot to loose this profile. It's everything to me in the connection with crypto currencies.
I have like 10 merits left and I promise to not repeat such things ever again, in both case as helping to someone I know or being paid for such services. Could my reputation to be recovered, please?
You had to think before doing that. Now it's too late to apologize. Every action has a consequence, you have to accept that.
Anyway, even with red trust you still can continue using this forum, you just lost chance to be accepted into signature campaigns.