Do you have proof of your chatter ...! All the words you made.
This is the same as you shouting (thieves, thieves) even though you are the thief yourself. AFAIK.
All members in this Forum do good things and actions that are useful for eradicating spammers,
There is no corruption, Mafia in this forum.

Maybe for the time being you are frustrated, people feel no longer caring about what you do, or even disappointed about everything, frustrated with the habit of being pessimistic about yourself and towards others.
This is very careful for you, in the long run, the chronic stress that you are seriously facing at this Forum, can cause health problems for you, such as digestive problems, heart disease, depression and obesity, eventually dying.