I am new to trading, and I just started a month ago. And even though it was just a month, I already learned a lot (especially about myself

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I thought trading is easy, that you can earn a lot of money in an instant. So I just deposit on my account and without any knowledge, I do trading (without using indicators, and so much more). And then boom! I lose all my money in just a minute. That when I learn that your emotion is your greatest enemy in trading. Use your brain not your emotions in trading. I've learned that emotion can save you, and it can lead to wrong decisions.
It is very good that you are a realist. Great that you understand your mistakes: it means that soon, you will stop making them. Finally, you will become a skillful successful trader.