I am a little confused about you either you are a legit user or a self scammer. You have not provided any proof from bitcointalk where you told you created a post and contacted here. Also, you tried to give another person 0.07 BTC loan by taking 0.5 eth as collateral who is a newbie. I guess you were trying to scam that 0.5 eth. Otherwise, no one can give 0.07BTC loan to a newbie by taking 0.5 eth as collateral.
I wanted to help him but i waited all night to find someone to escrow, now after this angry this did to me i don't have the mood or angry about it.
and it is my right to decide what to do with my money, as i did with this guy, it's my right, and regarding that offer to the guy, i never asked him to send me any cent first or anything i told him we look for escrow
I can surely tell that you could scam, I think you had discussed privately on telegram because you know you would be able to delete all evidence. You have not created a single post on the lending thread. Why you have not posted on the lending thread that you want to give the loan?