who can help me to start trading?)
You can learn to trade by yourself. No need to afraid if you cannot trade with good like other traders. As long as you can learn from many lessons, I am sure that someday, you will become a pro trader. Learning trading itself will need an effort to stay focus and don't give up if we do not yet understand with the lesson.
You have an internet connection that will give you so many good information about trading. All you need to do is learn day by day and keep practice. You will know when the time to buy and sell by practice, the more you practice, the more experience you will get. Besides that, you don't have to scare with the mistake because with making a mistake, you will be able to analyze the mistake so you can find how to avoid that mistake and that will improve your trading skill.