Coming here to ask us questions on how we started and what have been our failures and how many times we have failed and so on, is not a good way to help yourself. Instead of reading those, you should save yourself time and learn the trading skills yourself and try it out. There’s a lot of ways that you can learn trading, there are communities on reddit and medium and lots of articles, even videos on YouTube that can help you learn trading. This forum can also be of help if there’s anything that is difficult for you to understand.