Just in the beginning, after a while you dont get hurt by that. But when its green, excitement is everywhere. Its not case just with bitcoin, now I have hope in many other coins too, I wait new big rise like it was in 2017, it will happen eventually and that green will be the longest and best green we have ever seen, its how I imagine the end 2020 and beginning of the 2021. Its very near even, every day closer for a step.