At least I left BitcoinTalk a senior member with over 280 merits which you can never reach that for your entire life.
Lolz. You've only
earned 34 merit, you were airdropped 250. Bitcoin_Arena was airdropped only 10 merit, and has
earned nearly 3 x as many merit as you have.
I moved on.
That's a good attitude to have. Admin may take it easy on you, best of luck.