I understand this feeling, having been there before. But the basic question remains, "what is the value of this airdropped coin?" Most of these are more often worthless. Nothing good comes cheap.
Indeed good question, personally, i have received many airdrops which end as shitcoins or Tokens in my wallet, even especially these days that airdrops are more than worthless. Maybe while he hold, the token will grow to become one of the best but the possibility of such token to rise is very minimal. Although, happy for you too for your award.