Yea more specifically, I found success
here. I feel addicted but addicted in a good way. I don't turn crazy suddenly and just lose my money all the time. It's all about knowing when to advance and to retreat but sometimes, if I don't know any way out, I just go yolo and honestly, that feeling when you do that is quite fun in itself, whether you lose or win. I also obtain benefits that make me recover from some losses I experience so all in all, I don't feel like I lost out in anything. More than anything else, I feel like I earned a lot, not just counting the money I won, but also the experience given to me. There's also the fact that they have a huge variety of games so I can rest assured that I have something to fall into when I lose in one game.
If you feel you are addicted in gambling, then you need to prepare to see the losing money you will get in someday because when someone gets addicted in gambling, he will be hard to quit gambling because he still wants to try for chasing the win money. You will lose more money without having a chance to win, and I suggest you prevent that thing before it's too late for you to realize on how much money you are lost in the gambling games.