On your suicide thoughts; http://www.gabrielhummel.com/2011/03/11/feeling-suicidal-the-world-is-your-oyster/ do whatever the fuck you want wherever the fuck you want 
I think you wouln't be the first, my guess is that several gox ppl already done it... or the guys who bought at $1k and then lost half their shit, paniced or w/e. It's not like it will say in the news "Bitcoin suicuide, it will just be say suicide".
I think you wouln't be the first, my guess is that several gox ppl already done it... or the guys who bought at $1k and then lost half their shit, paniced or w/e. It's not like it will say in the news "Bitcoin suicuide, it will just be say suicide".