On a semi serious note..just talking about things can be helpful for some. Hope you feel better soon.
I already do feel like a bit of a load is off, and seeing Bob and LFC open up first helped. I just need a more positive outlook I think.
I thought of my Father, Mother and Sister. How I loved them.
I thought of my daughters. And I think this is when I began to weep a little. I wanted to see them grow up.
I thought of my warm, loving wife and how our lives are so intertwined, and I really really did not want to leave her alone.
I thought of God and the life He had given me (no offense to you atheists.

and how much I really did not think I was done with it yet.
Wow cAPSLOCK thats was a true beautiful post, glad your still here and will continue to be here, for your whole fam. and for us WO's ...
I almost wanted to have a fun answer, but felt it could be inappropriate, cause this is such an eye opening post, to truly value important things over just money/gadgets and related stuff.