The price is about $3k higher than it should be at this part of the cycle. We are already higher than what the December 2019 peak should be. Its all gravy.

Am I the only one kind of wishing their lives away until a point in the future, probably late 2021 or something?
No, I've got kind of a low key depression going on. I should be enjoying every moment of life, but I feel like I'm just going through the motions every day and just trying to "survive" until I can retire within 2-3 years, hopefully.
It makes me wish I was in a coma for three years. ATM, I'd probably be happier if I never heard of bitcoin. Weird situation

And I feel bad for feeling bad about this.
We need a fucking therapist in this thread.
I don't know your personal situation in real life but here is absolutely no reason to be stressed at the moment.
This new bull-run has started earlier than we all expected, which is good news to reach your retirement goal even faster.
All metrics across the boards showing bullish signs. Development and adoption looks very solid.
Think what you will do when you reached retirement fase.
We all should be very grateful sitting in this golden position, the profits we make are life changing. Billions of people will not have this opportunity.
Relax and start planning to make your dreams come true. Financial freedom at the horizon is imo already a certain outcome.
2 years from now yes we will be much richer but soon after that bear market will start. I like this point in time way better and all the sweet moments that will happen until 2 years from now. Rather then fast forwarding this 2 years I would fast forward year 2021 into 2023. But I also suspect this halving will be last with big impact on Bitcoins price.