i want to know did you make profit in gambling or lost and i know 99% people lost their money in gambling Gambling is only for fun not a way to make money what you think Gamblers

Always Gamble what you afford to Lose Don't Give up LOL
That's a huge amount if that happens to me I will be in depression for a long time, glad that you seem to overcome that, and you cannot do that if you gamble your lifetime savings, you're right only gamble what you can afford to lose, if not you will be in deep depression when you lose it all.
Ofcourse it is a huge amount 10 BTC is a quite big loss if you convert it to dollars you will see the thousand dollars and then you will get sad you have lose such a big amount in what in gambling. It is out of mind why people start gambling with their precious coins such as Bitcoin in your case and many other gamblers will face the same with such loss if they are not stopping to play with their precious coins.