I am also like you, I lost trading because I was impatient and too scared, impatient to enter the market and too afraid to make decisions
Sometimes when the market starts to rise, I always feel frightened and tend to sell more. In fact, I am like you and very afraid of losing money when participating in trading but this year I have control of that and learned a lot of good knowledge in 2018 so my profit making becomes easy easier. Fear is good but learn to analyze the trend of this market because it will help you better control your psychology and you can be comfortable investing.