I have been struggling with my job. I don't like it at all but I have to continue it for some reason. With my current job, neither I'm satisfied nor I'm happy with my personal life (I have to live far away from my family). I am serving this company for the last 3 years.
I can't lead my own way of life, I can't enjoy myself. In other words, I am not happy at my own definition of "Happiness".
What's important to you?
A job which pay a fixed salary at the end of month, no matter what you are sacrificing for that job?
Or, happiness by your own definition?
What's important to me is my own definition of happiness. Why? Because it reveals your true self making your every happiness genuine. I think you are not defining your own happiness here. And also, somebody may find having a job with fixed salary as their own definition of happiness. How can you say its your definition of "happiness" when you say you are not happy? You're missing some point here, or am I. I think you're just confused. Mistaking something as your happiness where in fact, it doesn't really make you happy. You need to reevaluate some things, make time for yourself to think. Or maybe try to do the things you love or you can try new things. That may help you find which really makes you happy.