I have no interest in dissecting your delusion. Stay ignorant if you makes you feel better. Just keep your delusion at home.
Why are Gods always reflecting the culture in which they were created? The Bible is not only a fairy tale, but it is a fairy tale for adults only. A manual for a Bronze Age dweller on how to live his life. The treatment of other human beings in it is outside of the moral norms of most cultures today.
Who wrote the Bible?
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=1370740.msg13943874#msg13943874
Not suitable for children, some more homework for apologetics:
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=1367154.msg13910414#msg13910414
Sanity self-check:
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5089026.msg48861535#msg48861535
I am only replying to you as a courtesy to another human being who is a victim of this Bronze Age cult. You need help. I am not a psychiatrist, I cannot help you.
The One God over everything is reflected by all people in the universe... even though many of them don't understand that the reflection of God is in them.
Bible writers were people God directed to do the writing for Him. The people He used were honest people who understood that God existed. They also believed Him.
Childhood is the best time to learn Bible religion. Why? Because embedding the truth of the Bible into children keeps them faithful to God all their lives... often even when they have many doubts.
You missed the top reason why the best sanity is to believe what God says. It's so that you can be saved for Heaven. You personally need to do a self-check, and ask why you are pointing yourself towards Hell.
If you were a psychiatrist, you might be able to help yourself... not that you would, any more than most psychiatrists.
