Little background story because it's kind of important: This dream happened right after I tried to commit suicide by overdose due to severe depression and anxiety.
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I'm not scared of death anymore, I just kind of accept it.
Death is one thing which no one can deny and everyone has to die one day. But the life is gift and there is not right that we lose the life by doing suicide.
Depression and tension are the part of life and there are many ways where we can overcome these things. Suicide is not the right solution for all the problems.