You cannot beat the edge (except in the case of bustabit) regardless of how much bankroll you might have.
It hasn't been possible for a while now, the bonus system has been removed when the site changed ownership as most players weren't trying to take an advantage of it, so now the EV is the same for everyone.
As for OP, since it's summer, my guess is he had a 'lucky' streak going for a while until he lost everything and believes he can start winning again but needs juuuust a little help
