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Sorry for your case, and alao sorry and do not be offended, I think you need to learn more all about Bitcoin, because Bitcoin isn't a harmful depend of the holders know how it to handle well, cigarettes is giving harmful to our health.
OP may have had some worst experiences in the past but that doesn't mean Bitcoin is like that and there is something blurry on the side of comparing Bitcoin to his past. It doesn't work that way, the more we read about Bitcoin the more we know what, how, and why it is being created by Satoshi. Of course, it's risky if you single-handedly invest it without the proper knowledge i'm sure you will lose.