Yep... Begging should be shameful.

Figuring out some kind of reasonable plan and then attempting to follow such plan seems a more honorable approach, even if it does not necessarily cause instant rich.  It might cause a path upwards or at least attempting to prevent downwards, perhaps?  You should know better than the rest of us about your particular circumstances, and the last time I checked, this was not a charity solicitation thread.. but instead a place where we attempt to fantasize about our own abilities to transition through bitcoin into a life of hookers, lambos and blow.