I have tried to think what goes through my mind when ever I am trying to place a bet. I think something strange do happen to me and that is I always have this thinking that what if I lose, how am I going to feel! I have never want to lose in my mind I want to win always but I think this is impossible. Gamblers here did you always want to win all your bet? If you win all how will the gambling company makes profits?
I think you should stop playing for now and only continue when you are not experiencing that, it's depressing to think that, you should enjoy the game, much more depressing if you lose a lot because you are not ready to accept the situation like losing when it happens.