Youre just drowning with your sorrows, move on and cheer up!!
Correct life is too short just cheer it up and enjoy it what we have.
Loneliness is not a good thing. You can look for something interesting online to keep you busy. I like playing Candy Crush game when I am lonely; and sometimes, I research on various
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There are many thing on the internet that will catch your attention. You can also learn more about bitcoins on this form.
Aside from the online internet mate i will suggest to the op to go their friends or close relations to make bonding get move on for their problems causes of their loneliness.