Well done mate you are a real hero.
If I were you when I were in a loss, I would be totally depressed and stopped gambling anymore. And of course by doing that I would be possibly in a loss but you took your risk and got your money back. I hope that you got a lesson from that as well.
What lesson he will get after doing that? Simply he must recover his losses on same day with bigger bets ? Or should he avoid to gambling with much money so he will not lose big amount?
Worrying,thrill is there when you do know that you are risking your entire bankroll.
I ever closed my eyes before bet all in with my all bankroll