2 years? If that is really true then I think you should stop trading and face that reality. Op posted this on January so he must have started on 2017 or the 4th quarter of 2016 which you should have enough time to accumulate many tokens and btc and earn in 2017 all time high. But like you said, you did not experience which means you did not withdraw profits and continue HODL when we are in all time high.