Sorry but I can hardly believe there would be someone who spent 200.000 on gambling and then casually posts in a forum like he has lost a pen.
But in case this is your real story, then you got to visit a doctor, you're seriously addicted.
He is rich and he is mad he didnt get the jackpot, so now he vents. I would be mad also but would have took a different way to approach it.
Thanks for the advice. I don't want to sound like an asshole but I am playing for fun and obviously trying to hit a jackpot just to win some of the losses back. I have a large mining farm and I'm generating a good amount of btc per week.
OP said he is playing for fun, I wish I had such wealth as you