Sorry but I can hardly believe there would be someone who spent 200.000 on gambling and then casually posts in a forum like he has lost a pen.
But in case this is your real story, then you got to visit a doctor, you're seriously addicted.
Very true seems so difficult to believe that somebody actually played for so big amount and then create a new account and post it here . But lesson for all is that one should be always limited in capital while gambling so that you only lose what you can afford.
I can assure you that the figures are real. You can verify them by looking at the first image on my original post. All deposits are listed there.