Are you stupid @OP? If you lose everything you have to gambling that means you have addiction, don't accept defeat and try again, get help.
Gambling should be a hobby, anybody losing substantial sums needs to reconsider their life choices, there is no practices makes perfect when playing games of luck.
I will advise you read the post and let it sink before throwing insults, I see nothing wrong with what the op just mentioned there, it was just an advise that I believe would be beneficial to those it may concern. Gambling might be an hobby to you but definitely not to everyone and I will like to disagree that gambling is an hobby. I believe over 8% of players, even those that that pretend to be playing it for fun has a part of their heart willing to make money, so its better to know the dos and donts to making money.
Honestly, the habit of wanting to recover is one mistake that is been repeated by so many gamblers because we always believe its a solution but rather, its a big problem. The OP has explained better and nothing more can be added, it is important we all learn how to accept defeat.