Sorry but I can hardly believe there would be someone who spent 200.000 on gambling and then casually posts in a forum like he has lost a pen.
But in case this is your real story, then you got to visit a doctor, you're seriously addicted.
Yeah this is a little worrisome, especially the part where he's saying he just did this to prove its broken, you spent 200k to prove something is a scam? I think a few grand could have done well enough on building your confidence on what something is or isn't.