Did you visit your doctor as I recommended you? Because it seems that your disease (Schizophrenia) progresses. I found many symptoms and the main one is that, you have some kind of delusions. You believe things that aren't true, even when others show you proof that explain why your beliefs are wrong. Delusion is one or the main symptoms of Schizophrenia and as I said before, I saw a lot of patients like you with same symptoms. Also I can see that you have some thought disorders. You have trouble organizing your thoughts, and your posts are hard for others to understand. Thought disorder is a symptom of schizophrenia too. Dude, believe me, go and visit your doctor, because otherwise you might end up in a mental institute very soon.