I was super excited to read about the amount won until I got to the last line where you mentioned that you lost it again. OMG, that must have really hurt and I can imagine the pain of knowing you once made huge money and then lost it back to the gambling. I think this is where I have issues with all gamblers. How can you be lucky to win big and rather than quitting immediately to get something better to investing in, you decided to try again and ended up losing it all. You are so courageous and brave to be able to overcome this and still strong enough to share your story. I admire the strength in you and hope you are lucky again to win much bigger.

I have never won something big and the highest I ever one was $800 alone  .