Really it will become just like gambling, addictive and manipulative, it's very much like poker only if you are an expert you can accomplish something
This is also a remind for myself, sometime I would like to trade again but I remember the bad experiences I had with it and stop
Actually you can make the bad experience which you get in past as a lesson so that in the future you are will ready and proficient in trading. I think All we have ever felt a failure or loss in trading but we had to move on and change for the better again.
I think that is the highest mistake who done by some people who don't have any interest again to try trading especially trading crypto. The experience is the best way to make you have a consistent profit, I mean when you make a trading either intra day or weekly you have to make a evaluation on every trade you made. Even when you got lost from it, the evaluation is needed in order to avoid the same mistake in the future.
I believe OP is included as someone who didn't take any action when he felt a lost. He just make a deposit continously without know the strategy that should he take when look the market situation. I was felt like that, but I tried to learn more and make an evaluation so as I can handle every market situation and I'll know the strategy that should I take when I decide to entry.