I noticed that I always seek for high profit and point is that I still trade 25-50-100x. Then I lose deposit and then repeat once again.
Sometimes I gain a lot, like 10x and it gives me positive energy.
There are many reasons people look for high risks and struck gold, not all of them include just sitting at home relaxing all day, that would make most of us bored out of our minds. Don't get me wrong I have job that many people would envy but I still want something else.
I do not really want financial freedom so I can retire early, that is a good idea and I wouldn't mind it compared to what I am doing right now but that is not the goal for me at all. I am looking for financial freedom so I can do whatever I want, which is work once again but at least work something that I enjoy doing, I have planned all my future if I had enough money but right now since I can't even afford getting sick for a hospital bill, obviously I can't do what I enjoy instead of doing something that gets me paid.
I realise that trading with high leverage is a disaster. How to stop doing that?
Have you ever heard about "calculated risk"? It is like, first you must decide your profit/target levels and from that you must work on your capital along with leverage multiplier. Without proper plan, anything may get collapsed. Trading with high leverage must need a proper plan and disciplined trading, else disaster will be the only result.