No offense but in 5 years dealing in crypto, at least you should learn something out of it. You are already in the industry for quite a long time and witnessed several times the ups and downs that happen in bitcoin price.

I can't think of any ideas that might help you since I believed you already know it. You have your strategies but the problem is, you can't execute it properly in actual. Well, try to analyze what's wrong on the way. On what actions did you go wrong?

Why not try your skills outside crypto and you might be a success there? But it's not mean, you will leave crypto for good. All you need to do now is to purchase BTC's if you have some spare funds and HODL and consider it as a loss.