Well, that is sad to hear buddy. Sometimes we should learn to give up if we felt that we have no chance of winning then don't afraid to quit, perhaps you could search for your luck first because no matter what we try as long as out luck doesn't click up it won't work. In my opinion, leaving behind is a good option because if you will try for another one to catch up on your losses it will only lead to an addiction that could possibly worsen the scenario.