I understand your problem. Honestly, I guess most traders do. The fact that you havent learned trading doesnt necessarily mean that you are not fit for this activity. Maybe, you gust need to re-think if sources of knowledge that you use are good. How well do you know the situation on the market? In case if you cant say which crypto coin has been the most volatile, use bots that will help you keep in touch with reality
https://t.me/CexIoInfoBot. Read the most important crypto news on sources like this one
https://cointelegraph.com/tags/cryptocurrencies and practice a lot. Wish you luck.