You are once a chronic gambler but with the help of a professional you are now totally cured, then a publisher offers you to publicize your journey from being a chronic gambler to a cured one, but of course, everything could be exposed like your habit experiences, your agony and even your personal life, will you agree to do this, of course the publisher will pay you for the story that you are going to provide.
no i dont because i want to preserve my privacy and i want my past be leave in the past,forgetting everything will be my weapon to completely change my life for good.looking back for what i have done wrong will only awaken my lust things that i have been forgotten for long time.so i would rather to bury everything than keeping on my mind.