Holy crap that's one huge wall of text. Probably format it better next time.
i want to at least buy back or receive bitcoin donations to at least complete my coin again. I will need all the support in the next chapter of my life. i hope the bitcoin community will help while i provide you updates ect.
It's a bummer. But you know that solicitation/begging isn't allowed here right? I'm not saying that you're 100% lying, but it really didn't surprise me to find such a quote on the end of your "bitcoin adventures".