This kind of question hits me so hard. At first its all about having fun but at the end of the day, well its not funny anymore and its more on the stress side. This is why I learn to play only small money so I wont regret it if I lose big money like this. Losing is not fun at all, buy if you play with a lot of control and you really set aside money for gambling then you should not regret it and continue to have fun.