Every day, there are many things we have to do. Business, family, friends ... There are times when I really don't know what to do when the work is always around. Can you give me advice?
Sometimes I want to spend time with myself but it's really hard.

You need time management. How many hours are you working everyday?
If you're not happy with your work then I think it would be better to find another job wherein you can enjoy working while earning at the same time.