You're still deflecting from the real problem. When you've finished with the attorney, be sure to book an appointment with a counsellor to discuss your gambling addiction. If you had proper impulse control, this wouldn't be affecting you as badly as it is.
And you're glancing over my request asking for people not to troll this thread. Your harassment is not welcome here. You do not know me, you never have, I have not met you until this moment, and those comments are obviously derogatory. I'm not sure how else to respond to your comment.
It's not trolling. I genuinely believe you need help. For someone to be as consumed by this as you are, it clearly highlights something is wrong.