You told me good advice but merit knowing is a knowledge that I need to learn this system
At this time, I even not know the method of how to give a merit to the people who make positive posts.
You first have two earn merits to be able to merit other users. Once you earn 2 Merits you will have 1 sMerit (Sendable Merit). That's how the system works.
Try spending some more time in your local language forums. Chances are that there is a merit source there who will merit you if you show any kind of quality in your posts.
But it doesn't look good for you. You have chosen to go down the wrong path and cheat which resulted in having your account tagged for merit begging.
You have lots to learn but I doubt you are interested in doing it.