Just because you are having a few disagreements with specific members does not mean that the forum is dead because not everyone here  is going to be part of your little wars.

I saw the way you interacted with members during that time you tried to apply to become a merit source and i just knew that it wasn't going to end well for you.

Talking to people as though everyone who disagrees with you is your enemy is not good. What happened to being nice and making friends around here?