let me be blunt. NO you can not. because you are putting yourself under a lot of pressure and as a trader you will not be able to cope, and that means making bad decisions one after another and the result is even more disaster and more debt. so try to stay away as long as you are in this state of mind and financial state.

additionally success in trading requires tremendous amount of experience, I don't know you but I am going to guess that based on your posts here you have no experience which is another strong reason why you are going to fail if you start trading.

don't worry this market is not going anywhere. go deal with your debt and other problems and then come back and start building your life from scratch and start small. you can double your capital eventually but not like this.