No and it doesn't change the fact that Pokerman was right. Besides you're one to talk Chuggs, didn't you buy at 3000+ sats and was worried about what would happen with your wife? 
I don't see what is driving you to keep up this act, but you're telling people how to feel and act and that's just wrong. These personal references and really long posts show a lot of emotional anger and I don't think anyone is interested in those.
Please take a step back and invest your time wisely.
Feed on the positive motivation and carry onwards.
Xtrabytes and our whole team will do the same as we continue to work for what we believe in.
Donovan