@nutildah you wonder why i'm still a virgin? But i can tell you exactly why you f..k! You know why? I don't want to be a slave to sexual instinct. It's adicting and adiction doesn't help you to grow. If i wanted a child i would f..k.
So, what gives you pleasure?
Or is feeling nice, off limits as well?
I want to know what's your biggest desire.
I noticed that i'm very happy when i can help someone and they give me that smile and look in their eyes. That's the most wonderful thing. It makes me happy too and that happines lasts. It can last very long time unlike those instant happines when you buy a car...that doesn't last very long. Or when you have a sex it's a very short time of pleasure and you have to have sex again soon too get a satisfaction. And again and again. You can't never have enough. The more you have sex the more you want it. My bigest desire is to have no desire. Because you don't need anything to be happy.