Bestchange trying, as we would say in russian "И pыбкy cъecть, и нax*й cecть" (i will be appreciated for any analogy in english about this aphorism\catchphrase).
You mean trying to serve two masters.
No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.
Matthew 6:24, new international version.