Why is it you feel so strongly your own urges are the same as rape and pedophillia?
Cute, but no.
No, no one raped me, or molested me, and I don't believe you. I think that MAYBE, someone loved you, tried to share something with you, which you consented to and enjoyed, but later you were told by someone else that it was rape, and maybe fell into a victim mentality because of it.
You're disgusting, who tells a woman admitting she was raped, "Maybe you ENJOYED IT! Maybe you CONSENTED!" I'm more convinced than ever you are deeply disturbed, unfortunately I may not be able to reach you.
I said that your story sounds like a "Woes me! Please feel sorry for me!" lie, having been brought in at a rather strange and "convenient" time, and also that if it
did happen to you, I wouldn't be surprised that you were hurt more by the people trying to explain what happened to you after the fact than by the actual "rapist," especially if that "rape" was done by the person because of whom you were sent to that camp.
If the rape was done by someone else, like your dad or priest, then I'm sorry, and you really shouldn't be listening to them about religion anyway.
Wow man...the proper time to shut up would have been a while ago. Seriously...just...stop. Stop...you can make that choice.