You are far from balanced jonoiv, but if you are aspiring towards balance that might be a step in the right direction.

I will have to admit, though, you did come close to being able to buy back your BTC stash in your $6k selling area from last year...  and the fact that you seem to still be waiting for sub $6k prices shows that you continue to be quite detached from both reality and any kind of prudent approach to BTC.

I am sure that guys (and possibly gal, too) here would NOT make fun of you, if you were to snap into a more sensible approach towards BTC (satoshi) accumulation, but your last two posts are not exactly inspiring any justification for why anyone here should really feel sorry for you...

The main redeeming quality to your whole situation, I suppose, is that you are only dealing with less than half of a bitcoin, anyhow... so there is that. (I know, I know... guys... I should not be poo pooing that up to 50,000,000 satoshis is NOT some kind of meaningful amount... consider our future lil selfies when we are likely going to be quite content with having actual control over those kinds of quantities of satoshis)